Yet at the same time I felt I'd reached one of those crossroads moments when you're all out of choices.

但与此同时我感到自己仿佛是到了一个命运的岔路口，没有了别的选择。

I don't know how this is gonna play out, but whatever happens, you gotta know, that I was out of choices.

我不知道事情最后会怎么样，但不管发生什么事情，我希望你能明白，我真的是走投无路了。