He had seen himself consciously guiding that gentleman up to the moment, rather than being thrust into it by a stronger hand.

他看到自己有意识地引导那位绅士走到这一刻， 而不是被一只更有力的手强行塞进去。

Bereft of his cake, defrauded of his frolic, and borne away by a strong hand to that detested bed, poor Demi could not restrain his wrath, but openly defied Papa, and kicked and screamed lustily all the way upstairs.

失去了他的蛋糕，被骗了他的嬉戏，并被一只有力的手带到了那张令人厌恶的床上，可怜的德米无法抑制他的愤怒，但公然反抗爸爸，一路踢着，尖叫着上楼。