How deep a wound it made upon my memory! -how deep upon my conscience!

这在我的记忆深处永远是个痛！——我的良心受到了多么强烈的谴责！

I know that he was a very worthless being, and yet I would not have his destruction upon my conscience.

我知道他是一个非常没有价值的人， 但我不会让他的毁灭成为我的良心。

I could not, upon my conscience, win a victory in those first and second games over one who fought at such a disadvantage and so manfully'.

凭良心，我无法在第一场和第二场比赛中战胜一个在如此不利的情况下如此勇敢地战斗的人。

I only wish to help her, because she is innocent, and it is my fault that she was condemned, her whole wrecked life is upon my conscience.

我只是想帮助她， 因为她是无辜的， 她被定罪是我的错， 她整个被毁的生活都在我的良心上。