Under that radiant firmament, I could have thrown myself upon my knees in adoration.

在那灿烂的苍穹下， 我本可以跪倒在地崇拜。

I cannot forbid you my House, for gratitude restrains me; I can only throw myself upon your generosity, and entreat you to spare the feelings of an anxious, of a doting Mother.

我不能拒绝你，我的家，因为感恩约束了我；我只能投身于你的慷慨，恳求你不要像一个焦虑的、溺爱孩子的母亲那样感受。

I threw myself upon the ground, and wept: I then sprang up, and ran out upon the terrace, and saw, under the shade of the linden-trees, her white dress disappearing near the garden-gate.

我扑倒在地，哭了起来：然后我跳起来，跑到露台上，看到菩提树的树荫下，她的白裙子消失在花园附近-门。

Driven by despair to madness, I burst suddenly from the Nuns who held me: I threw myself upon my knees before the Prioress, and besought her mercy in the most passionate and frantic terms.

我被绝望逼疯了，突然从抱住我的修女手中挣脱出来：我跪倒在女修道院院长面前，用最热烈、最疯狂的语言恳求她的怜悯。

Sometimes I threw myself upon the ground, and rolled upon it wild and desperate: Sometimes starting up, I returned to the door, again strove to force it open, and repeated my fruitless cries for succour.

有时我扑倒在地上，疯狂而绝望地在上面打滚： 有时我惊醒，回到门口，再次努力将门打开，并重复我徒劳的求救声。