He sees nothing attractive in me; not even youth—only a few useful mental points.

他看不出我有什么吸引力；甚至青春也不行——只有一些有用的精神点。

Hong’s appointed " East King" Yang Xiuqing also claimed to speak to god and combined with his network of spies pushed Hong Xiuquan to his mental breaking point.

洪秀全任命的“东王”杨秀清也自称能与上帝对话，结合他的间谍网络，将洪秀全逼到了精神崩溃的边缘。