I feel that I have betrayed myself perpetually—so unguarded in speaking of my partiality for the church!

我觉得我一直在背叛自己——如此毫无防备地说出我对教会的偏爱！

I'm sorry, My Lord, I could not speak of it without injuring you and betraying myself.

恕我不便相告 老爷否则我会忠义两难全。

But when I found I had betrayed myself, I remembered that I had been warned about you months ago.

但当我发现自己背叛了自己时，我想起几个月前我就被警告过你。

Until after the alarm of fire, I had not a suspicion. But then, when I found how I had betrayed myself, I began to think. I had been warned against you months ago.

你的确干得非常漂亮。你完全把我给骗过去了。直到发出火警以前，我一点也不疑心。但是随后当我发觉我已经是如何泄露了自己的秘密时，我开始思索了。几个月以前，人家就警告我要防备你了。