She paused a moment, horror struck that she could have such a thought about Ashley.

想到这里她停了一会，发觉自己居然对艾希礼有这样的看法而害怕起来。"

Lupin was soon to understand; and the day was not far off when, gasping with horror, struck, mortally smitten with despair, he would know the awful truth.

卢平很快就明白了；离那一天不远了，他惊恐地喘着粗气，被绝望击垮，要命，他就会知道可怕的真相。